This is going to be a hard one to write and maybe a hard one to read, but I know I am not alone in this. What is to follow is something that has been on my mind the last month or so and the only way I know to get it off is to …
50 Years Of Forever
While I sat on the giant chair on my parent's property, I watched this car pull into the parking lot of the restaurant/bar I noticed that it is an elderly couple and the first thought that ran through my head is that they aren't going to want to stay here because the restaurant is closed. …
To My Galentines
Today is Galentine's Day. If you do not know what that is then you need to educate yourself. Take a day (or a weekend) and watch Parks and Rec.I have two Galentines this year. They are my Al(l)ison's, my PIC, the Thelma to my Louise, the Ann to my Leslie, the chocolate to my peanut …
Dear Mom.
Dearest Mothership,You are appreciated. You are loved. Those two things you are not told enough.I don’t see you as often as I used to. That does not mean that you do not cross my mind every day, multiple times a day. I miss you mom and I am not afraid to say that. There are …
Friday Favorites
Two posts in one month? Only a week apart? What?So I was reading other blogs today I was inspired to do my own Friday Favorites post. 1) Hot Chocolate. I'm not sure if its the girl in me who like chocolate. Or maybe the weather but lately I've been craving hot chocolate. 2) Early Morning …
5 Ways To Win My Heart
If you are looking to win a way into my heart this is a good place to start.1. Be dedicated to your family and show it. Don't just say you love your family, because everyone can say they are. I need you to show that you are. 2. Love yourself and know who you are and …
From This Moment
From this moment forward I am going to show my kindness to everyone that I meet. Â I want to change the way people see me. Â I do not want to be the one that no one takes seriously. Â I would like to have at least one person in this world to look up to me.Here …
My Brother
Adam, my brother, is probably the best brother I could ever ask for. Â We are best friends, even though those words may not be spoken out loud we are best friends. Â We fight, of coarse we do because we are siblings. Â It's not those kinds of fights that last for days. Â Just give us an …
My Mom
I am going to let you all into my world of my family. There is no doubt in anyone's mind that I am a mommy's girl.  I am not a daddy's little girl or anything else you can think of.  I am my mom's girl. Jen please don't get upset that I say that, we both …
Willing To Wait
I was willing to wait.I am willing to wait.I am willing to make changes in my life. I am willing to take one step forward only to be pushed two steps back. I am willing to look those in the eyes who tell me no and reply "watch me".I am willing to wait.I am willing …